How do you find gratitude during difficult times? As I write this I am going on my seventh night in a row of very little sleep. My heart has been racing for just as long. I am exhausted, anxious, restless, and hopeful. Hopeful that this is the last day I will spend feeling this way and grateful for God’s promise to grant me peace.
A few months back when I was going through a similar transition with my medication and supplements I met with my hypnotherapist. It was a powerful session. One she had to eventually shake me out of. Not remembering it I asked her to remind me about where my subconscious mind had just taken me. She said that she led me to a place where I met Jesus and He told me that when I am having a hard time that He will lift me up and carry me in His arms and that when I look back on my life’s path, I will see times where my footsteps are there, and others were His footsteps are only visible.
I know that when I look back on this past year one day I will mostly see His footsteps. What I will also see are the faces of the amazing people who have given me their love, friendship, care, faith and prayers.
As I drove home from my therapy session that day I had a moment of revelation. I suddenly felt that God is using these difficult moments on my path to lead me closer to Him and that I should be grateful for the chance to trust in His embrace. Immediately I was flooded with a feeling of peace and understanding.
I hope for that peace and understanding today.
On the heels of the terrorist attack in Manchester, I think it is important to remember that God is with us in those moments of terror and trauma. That He is with us while we grieve those who were lost. He is with us while we search for understanding and closure. He is with those of us who are re-triggered when we hear of another senseless act. He is with us even when we can’t see him though the darkness. He is so faithful to us through it all — and we can jump into His arms anytime we need for Him to carry us for awhile.